Personal Concerns and Next Steps

I will be straight forward and say that math is my least favorite subject. I have never been good at it and it has ALWAYS been a struggle with me. I have just always found it hard to connect ideas and honestly, just be interested in learning it. I find it very hard to believe that we will use any of this in the future (besides teaching it to other students), so I have always found math as almost pointless. This class, however, is unlike any other math class I have taken. It is more based around "constructivism" instead of instuction and plugging in things to a formula. If I do not understand something in math, it is very easy for me to give up and not try. This has always been a problem of mine with this subject. My steps for this class is to try my hardest to understand what we talk about in class and truely make sure that I am on the same page as everyone else. It is just hard when everyone in the class understands and you are the only one that is clueless. I will, however, make a better effort in approaching this subject with an open mind and will make it a point to come in for help if I truely am still lost in the subject matter. All I can promise is to try my hardest and we will see where that goes. Fingers crossed!